
Despite the contrary, I do believed that I have those dark days,
when I feel utterly disgusted on how I look...
I have a perception of what is a good looking person,
and I can clearly add, that I am not one of those lucky ones...
I hate how my features on my face are...
Sometimes, I wished that I have a higher cheekbones, and very skinny face.
Instead of the round, and oval look, that I somehow despised.
I craved for those guys with chisel, strong jaw, and no chubs on their cheeks.
I loved those guys who have very skinny faces, and strong features,
that I could never own...
When I looked at myself in the mirror, I don't like what I see...
Most of the time, I would ignore it...
But sometimes, when my dark side overtake my emotions,
I will turn depress, and succumb to my own self pity...
Tags: face, reflect, self.
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